is it the end...

This is the question that has been bothering me since last couple of days – “Is it the end…??!!”
Is it the end of our relationship..??!! Is it the end of that sweet bond “friendship”..?
It’s me who took this step and not him, but still he didn’t stop me once. He didn’t bother to ask me “why?!”
Is it this what he actually wanted..??!! Was he really pissed off by me..??!!
There are so many questions running in my mind.
But the fact is I’m not much bothered and depressed about this end (if it is) probably because nowadays I’m overpacked with my daily schedules. Over last couple of days I have really not missed him but now when I sit all alone it’s these questions which trouble me. I’m upset (but surely not shattered)..!!
I’m all the same.. happy.. smiling and enjoying my life but still at times all these questions dawn me and take away the smile from my lips.
I want to tell you, if you are reading this.. you are being missed but at the same time I’m happy that no more would I eat your head and no more would I irritate you. Atleast you won’t be pissed off by me anymore.
I know you still might have the question in your mind as to why I did this ? I’ll surely answer you, but not right now.. for I’m in no mood to speak it out right now and moreover I’ve some other pending chores to complete.
But surely you’ll have the answer to that question in my next post here.. Till then Adios ( I knw u wont ever come here to read all this… but this is just the way I can still talk to you and share what I actually feel.)